quote of the day #5

“Forgiving someone doesn’t mean condoning their behavior. It doesn’t mean forgetting how they hurt you or giving that person room to hurt you again. Forgiving someone means making peace with what happened. It means acknowledging your wound, giving yourself permission to feel the pain, and recognizing why that pain no longer serves you. It means letting go of the hurt and resentment so that you can heal and move on. Not because what happened didn’t matter, but because harboring that level of anger and bitterness take up too much energy and cause too much pain. You don’t need any more pain. You need to heal. And in order to do that, you need to forgive. Not for them, but for you.”

—	Daniell Koepke

FEELING SO MUCH BETTER YAY

I am feeling so much better and glad to be back to my blogging cause i missed it for a day even though its a lot of working sitting here at this computer thinking about what to say about my daily life. Cause i go through it everyday its like nothing new to me. But i feel so much better just a little bug went through me medicine works like a charm !

Not blogging today

Super sick hoping I don't have the flu :( anyway back to sleep for me

GOOD MORNING !! Some quotes...

"What do you first do when you learn to swim? You make mistakes, do you not? And what happens? You make other mistakes, and when you have made all the mistakes you possibly can without drowning - and some of them many times over - what do you find? That you can swim? Well - life is just the same as learning to swim! Do not be afraid of making mistakes, for there is no other way of learning how to live!” - Alfred Alder

quote of the day #4

Even though your going through a rough time, just know there is always an end. Nothing lasts forever. My pain i feel i have to feel it in order to let it go & trust me its fucking hard....

made this myself after a bad day but tomorrow will be better....i hope

Really upset & hate men.

I hate men
i hate what happend to me
i hate how bad people feel for me
i hate how its embarresing
i hate loosing time
i hate flashbacks
i hate feeling this sickness in my stomach
i hate how i never feel safe
i hate how the man works at an elementary school
i hate getting angry
But most of all i hate my sadness...
 Like i just want to cry and cry and cry but... i cant.
Im so depressed its not even funny.......

I just want someone to talk to that knows what i am going through :(

My sewing skills !! & projects i made

My quilt when i FIRST started it i am almost finished now.

I love to sew that is what i do. No T.v Blog ,write , color and of course sew. What i made today?? is a pillow case i got beautiful fabric at school tried there sewing machine set it up but it sucks. Its a mini one and  i have this big sewing machine i just started making quilts with thanks to my grandfathers girlfriend.

the purple one !! Aint it prettty!!! i love it and its so silky cant wait to sleep on it tonight after my long bad day.

made this bowl in art

did not paint it but i thought it was super cute

painted this :)