quote of the day #4

Even though your going through a rough time, just know there is always an end. Nothing lasts forever. My pain i feel i have to feel it in order to let it go & trust me its fucking hard....

made this myself after a bad day but tomorrow will be better....i hope

Really upset & hate men.

I hate men
i hate what happend to me
i hate how bad people feel for me
i hate how its embarresing
i hate loosing time
i hate flashbacks
i hate feeling this sickness in my stomach
i hate how i never feel safe
i hate how the man works at an elementary school
i hate getting angry
But most of all i hate my sadness...
 Like i just want to cry and cry and cry but... i cant.
Im so depressed its not even funny.......

I just want someone to talk to that knows what i am going through :(

My sewing skills !! & projects i made

My quilt when i FIRST started it i am almost finished now.

I love to sew that is what i do. No T.v Blog ,write , color and of course sew. What i made today?? is a pillow case i got beautiful fabric at school tried there sewing machine set it up but it sucks. Its a mini one and  i have this big sewing machine i just started making quilts with thanks to my grandfathers girlfriend.

the purple one !! Aint it prettty!!! i love it and its so silky cant wait to sleep on it tonight after my long bad day.

made this bowl in art

did not paint it but i thought it was super cute

painted this :)